the moment you stop questioning
would be the moment you stop hoping
all i wanted to do today was look at photos from my trips to ilocos and la union earlier this year and post-process them -- crop them, change their hue, saturation, tilt them -- and then upload them to flickr and check to see if someone has made any comments on them or favorited them. here's a photo taken from my ilocos trip. there's more in my flickr account. old photos. newly edited.
hay.... i guess im still very much bummed about the cancellation of that travel photography class which we were organizing and was supposed to have been an overnight trip to bolinao on the last weekend of june. we were supposed to stay at puerto del sol and take pictures around. i was soooo looking forward to that. and then it got canceled due to budget constraints which we only learned about two weeks before the planned trip.
hay.... bakit ba ganon??? i wanted to see nature and get out of town. i wanted to take photos of those fishermen and the low tide and the lighthouse...
i wanted so much to do anything with photography that i asked the tricycle driver earlier to stop in the middle of the road so i can take photos of children on my way to work this morning. i had the camera mounted on the tripod before i made my unusual request and i had made several tests already while the tricycle was running to make sure exposure was somewhat alright. the photos turned out well. ill try to upload them soon.
hay... kelan na kaya uli ako makakalabas ng maynila at makakapag-shoot ng kalikasan, ng kapaligiran, ng pamayanan, ng mamamayan?!
hay... nakakainip.
Avenue Q cast, Manila production
Soundtrack: Avenue Q
Title: For Now
PRINCETON:
Why does everything have to be so hard?
GARY COLEMAN:
Maybe you'll never find your purpose.
CHRISTMAS EVE:
Lots of people don't.
PRINCETON:
But then- I don't know why I'm even alive!
KATE MONSTER:
Well, who does, really?
Everyone's a little bit unsatisfied.
BRIAN:
Everyone goes 'round a little empty inside.
GARY COLEMAN:
Take a breath,
Look around,
BRIAN:
Swallow your pride,
KATE MONSTER:
FOr now...
BRIAN, KATE, GARY, CHRISTMAS EVE:
For now...
NICKY:
Nothing lasts,
ROD:
Life goes on,
NICKY:
Full of surprises.
ROD:
You'll be faced with problems of all shapes and sizes.
CHRISTMAS EVE:
You're going to have to make a few compromises...
For now...
TREKKIE MONSTER:
For now...
ALL:
But only for now! (For now)
Only for now! (For now)
Only for now! (For now)
Only for now!
LUCY:
For now we're healthy.
BRIAN:
For now we're employed.
BAD IDEA BEARS:
For now we're happy...
KATE MONSTER:
If not overjoyed.
PRINCETON:
And we'll accept the things we cannot avoid, for now...
GARY COLEMAN:
For now...
TREKKIE MONSTER:
For now...
KATE MONSTER:
For now...
ALL:
But only for now! (For now)
Only for now! (For now)
Only for now! (For now)
Only for now!
Only for now!
(For now there's life!)
Only for now!
(For now there's love!)
Only for now!
(For now there's work!)
For now there's happiness!
But only for now!
(For now discomfort!)
Only for now!
(For now there's friendship!)
Only for now (For now!)
Only for now!
Only for now! (Sex!)
Is only for now! (Your hair!)
Is only for now! (George Bush!)
Is only for now!
Don't stress,
Relax,
Let life roll off your backs
Except for death and paying taxes,
Everything in life is only for now!
NICKY:
Each time you smile...
ALL:
...Only for now
KATE MONSTER:
It'll only last a while.
ALL:
...Only for now
PRINCETON:
Life may be scary...
ALL:
...Only for now
But it's only temporary
Ba-dum ba-dum
Ba-dum ba-dum
Ba dum ba-dum
Ba-da da da da
ba-da da-da da da-da
Ba-dum ba-da, ba-dum ba-da
ohhhh-
PRINCETON:
Everything in life is only for now.
-ooo-
of course, i still believe that there are things in life that are eternal and not just for now... and although there is something comforting about the temporary nature of things, there is also comfort in knowing that some things will never change and they will last more than a lifetime.