never wither

tattooed petals

this photo was taken sometime during the holy week. it was black saturday, i think. venue was in front of the faculty center in UP Diliman. went there with my brother and was there for almost two hours. we weren't able to go around at all. when we saw these flowers, my brother decided to stay on the same spot until sundown and we could no longer take any pictures using natural light. i wanted to go around and take pictures of the steps in front of the library or the joggers around the sunken garden but i decided to stay beside him and make the most out of our chosen subject. i guess we both really saw something special about these flowers.

as if from a dream or a painting

from a place called avilon zoo

a shy parrot



a snobbish turtle



a happy ostrich


and other animals from a place called the avilon zoo

some kind of wonderful

ever heard of the saying, "when life gives you kalamansi, make palabok"? this was sort of my motto earlier today when i woke up at 3am all of a sudden and no matter how i try to turn or change my position in the bed or shut my eyes really close or try to relax myself and let go of any thoughts, i couldn't seem to get back to sleep. it took me some 20 minutes to finally decide id get up and make something out of it. fortunately, i brought the office laptop with me. here's what came out of my playing around picasa from 3am until 5 in the morning:





so, i guess it wasnt bad that my sleep was interrupted after all. this is a collage of wedding pictures i took last december. it was my friend mau's civil wedding and she invited me to be her photographer. although it was on Christmas Day, i didn't hesitate. she was a good friend and i didn't really have anything much to do that day. really, no big family reunion planned that day and nope, i have no ninongs or ninangs to visit. not that i would visit even if i do.

the wedding was really simple, only very close relatives and a few friends were invited. i am really glad to be part of it.

of radio stars, unfortunate plants and a trip to the zoo

of radio stars...

  • when my ipod ran out of power two days ago, i started tuning again into my cellphone's FM Radio. i forgot about radios since i discovered Napster and MP3s several years ago. but desperate times call for desperate measures. it's really hard to imagine my mornings and my daily commute without music or something to listen to. it's essential to me. just like my 3-in-1 coffee.
  • what i listen to on my radio is Chico and Dela Mar's Morning Rush. it's been on the airwaves since i can remember and it's not hard to see why. it's really an entertaining show. those guys are so funny and candid and they have quite a chemistry. when im on the jeep or walking in the Guadalupe market, i find it hard to keep myself from laughing as i listen to those guys talk or react about their topic of the day which can be anything from spooky to kinky to almost relevant to absolutely irrelevant. whatever it is, they can slice it up or spice it up in a way that you keep tuned in and engaged until you reach your destination.
  • the last time i listened to a daily countdown on the radio, "November Rain" by guns n' roses was number one. guess what year was that, haha! it was summer vacation and i would tune in to Campus Radio as I help out with the sari-sari store my lola owns. im the tindera from 11am to 1pm. this was a routine for me for almost the entire summer. i must have thought the Triggerman was cool back then.
  • early this evening, i was at the SMART Wireless Center, trying to have my phone re-activated. neglected to pay my bills again this month. as i wait for my turn, a guy in green shirt and baseball cap approached the security guard and asked the guard a question. he said thanks and then walked away. it was Mo Twister. my students always listen to his radio show. i haven't heard it, but im interested.

of unfortunate plants...

  • just when i thought i had green thumb just like my dad, one of my indoor plant started to die. it happened when i stayed at my lola's for the weekend. i watered it and for days observed if the leaves will turn green again. they didn't. so i decided it's too much work and probably hopeless then placed the plant near the window, behind the curtains. im hiding a dying plant behind my curtains -- i've become a plant murderer and the once fortune plant is now an unfortunate plant! how sad!
  • the other plant was doing a little better. it's growing new leaves even, but i have discovered that black ants have decided to grow a colony within its soil. hay! ants in the plant! i called my mom and asked her what to do... she said to keep the soil dry because ants prefer the soil moist... but wouldn't that kill the plant eventually? my best friend suggested to give up the plant and place it outside instead, together with the other garden plants in the compound. maybe this is what i should have also done with the now unfortunate plant instead of hiding it behind the curtains...

of trip to the zoo...

  • last Sunday, I went with my friends to the Avilon zoo in Rizal. really huge zoo and quite decent. almost comparable to this public zoo in chicago. they have a large collection of birds and interesting collection of turtles, scorpions and tarantulas. they have happy ostriches, colorful peacocks, llamas, cougars, dignified tigers, lovely parrots, pythons, sleepy lions, owls, hiyenas, monkeys... so many and so diverse! my favorite was not the turtles but their flock of sheep. it felt amazing to watch them do... well, nothing. my guy friend said it was sort of relaxing. in my mind, i was imagining that i was a shepherd in the Biblical times kind of way -- ancient, hehe! anyway, i hope you can visit the Avilon zoo sometime this summer. there are no elephants nor giraffes which i was hoping i'd see, but i assure you there are many other species which you'll enjoy discovering or learning more about. To see pictures, click here.

Killers on Valentine's Day

the game, that is.

last wednesday, valentine's day, i decided to ask my students to teach me how to play billiards. at the cybermall training center, we have a large pantry that has two foosball tables and a billiards table and we are allowed to play during lunch breaks and after office hours. it was around 7pm when i went out of the training room and decided to join them.

the students were in the middle of a game but they were willing to let me hold the stick and try a few shots myself. i am not good at this game and i never really cared for it. normally i would just pass by the billiards table and excitedly join or start a foosball match myself. i just love foosball, i have loved it from the first ever game i played almost 7 years ago. this time though, i thought id give billiards a chance. just like trying learn anything for the first time, i was hesitant to hold the stick and wondered if it was worth it. but my students were really patient and accomodating so, that encouraged me to stay and play some more. they were in the middle of a game already, but they would let me try some easy shots from time to time. i stayed until they finished their set and agreed to join the next one. this time they said, we were going to play killers.

naturally, i have no idea what killers is. never heard of it. again, i hesitated and wanted to tell them that there's no need to change rules now, that we can continue to play the same game they were playing before i joined in which one person shoots the striped balls and the other person shoots the solid-colored balls. that's cool right? easy, i thought to myself. i can totally do that.

the rules
but rather than questioning them, i gracefully submitted to their proposal and inquired about the rules of the game. according to them, in killers, there would be 15 balls on the table and there would be three players. a player gets assigned 5 balls, which the other two players will try to shoot out of the table during the game. a player gets eliminated if all of the balls assigned him or her have been forced off by the other players, or in some unfortunate cases, by himself even.

the outcome
out of the two games we played, i made so much more bad shots than good ones. sometimes i would even hit object balls before hitting the cue ball. there was very little direction or control or strategy to my game. but in the end, i won in both the two games we played. natalo ko sila pareho, hehe! obviously my students were kind and polite enough to let me win and were trying to force off each other's balls rather than those assigned to me just so i can continue to be in the game and learn some more. don't you think that's sweet? also kind of intersting... this time, they get to be the teacher and i get to be their student. basta, it may not be the best valentine ever, but its definitely worth remembering (ay, parang kanta 'to ni karen carpenter a, hehehe!)

the one where i announce something

hi folks,

first of all, i hope everyone's doing good, if not great. i HAVE GOT to tell you something. been having this dilemma for quite a while now. some of you may already know this. some of you don't. here goes -- i couldn't get into my blogger as often as i would like to which normally, would be daily (i.e. during lunch and after work hours OF COURSE). to remediate this, i decided to temporarily set up a new one.

the link is kind of hard to recall so you may have to go here first then click the link from here ok? honestly, even i could not remember it. seriously. it is -- http://www.blogtics.com/index.php?blogId=8

see. told you. any ideas how i can get a cool link for my new blog? suggestions are most welcome.

hope you visit that when you get the chance :)