bean there, bean that

...i smile, but deep inside...

i only have ten days left here in chicago. but if i count my days in weekends like i usually do when things are not as interesting as we hope them to be, i only have one and a half weekends left...i would leave on a sunday.

for the past few days, i have been denying the fact that im going home soon. i didn't do anything different from what i have been doing before: i stayed at home most of the time, ate leftovers from lunch, did some online shopping, tambay sa oakwood, did laundry for hours, watched late night tv... i didn't go out except when going to work or the grocery or go jogging. i didn't take any pictures...

pero anyway, i think i am finally turning a new leaf and i am finding myself more and more accepting of the fact that my time here in chicago is up. ugh. i have to face the inevitable: i am going home soon and there's nothing much i can do except to make the most of my remaining time...

so ayun...

sigh...